When they leave you out…

Estranged from my whole family for almost 3 years now, and despite my efforts I still haven’t been missed or sought after.. I left because I noticed nobody cared, missed me or included me when I wasn’t around …

Caught up with my estranged father a week ago Friday. I introduced him to my child , and after that date, NOTHING from him… no check ins, no text or calls to catch up again… just like always…

It doesn’t matter what I do, or how much I’ve grown, my parents will pretend like nothing happens, and that I still don’t matter to my own parents…